Life In Uni

For some reasons I dont know myself, Uni life is actually less stressful than the last 3 months...at least for now, with assignments, coursework and projects coming soon, stress is bound to come one way or another, but not the kind of miserable stress Ive been suffering for the last 3 months...

So I've enrolled, and is taking 5 subjects this sem, with Programming and Innovation being my "worst fears"...Programming mainly becoz i know nothing about it...Zilch...aside from wat i gather from novice mapmaking.... Innovation is because Im not tat creative...its true Im right brained (based on the test I took today), and is a virtual learner, but when it comes to creating things without a base or an inspiration from, i just cant force myself to be creative, things just come along...

Well, its just the first week and lesson has barely started, so I cant really say this subject is hard or tat subject is a piece of cake, but I dare say that i think Im going to sit comfortably through ECS classes...afterall, I did get A1 in my cambridge marked english...

Talking about SPM results, mine is a bit disappointing, but not unexpected, I had problems with the subjects I gt B in since Day 1, and never really put much effort into it, the only subject that struck me out was BK, I was sure Im going to score at least an A-...Bm is meh...cant really improve on tat subject, Chem and Bio are to be expected, Chem due to the teachers, I loathed them, and Bio due to the immense amount of facts tat needed to be memorized...I was kinda shocked I gt A+ in Add Maths...ADD MATHS!!!! I was aiming for an A-, since I knew the marking scheme was lenient....I just hope tat my 3 B+, are not 1 mark away from A-, else, Im gonna shout till my lungs burst...

Tat aside, Financial Issue is also a problem for me, something I really, really never expected, so I must force myself to get All HDs in all my subject, tat and apply for other scholarships and most prob Yayasan Loan...other than tat, I really do not know what Im gonna do if I fail even 1 subject...and increase in fees is nothing I CAN handle...so I must first and foremost make sure I do not fail, and then think about getting HDs...