OMG!
It's been more than a month since I'm away...stuck neck deep in school...assignments in the first month...who would have thought? Gah...
I have decided to stop updating this blog, which i should have done ages ago, mainly due to the arrival of spambots, and the lack of activity. It's much easier to start over then to revive a dying blog...at least, that's what I think.
Having said that, I plan to follow a routine each week in updating my blog, maybe talk about a game on sundays, talk about a song on saturdays, talk about a anime on fridays, but I haven't really gotten into deeper details, but be sure to check in at (no, tat doesnt include you spambots):
http://whyiseverynamealreadytaken.blogspot.com/
i know, you must be wondering what sort of name is that. It's because the names I thought of have already been taken, and from what I can see, by inactive bloggers...lets just hope I'm not one of those inactive bloggers...
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
This Is It...
Wow...its been almost a month since I last updated this blog...amid some mess in my life and an Internet line with a mind of its own, I neglected to update this blog...haha...
Yup, I've felt troubled lately, I dont know why...well actually, I think I do, but Im not so sure...somehow I've reached this point in life that I feel that I have to let go of somethings to let some new things in...I feel like I dont have enough time to do the things I wanna do, yet went in reality Im just lazing around doing some stupid things that I feel fun doing and it amounts to nothing... and I feel like grumbling and complaining a lot lately, mostly to myself, wondering how I can make myself better, look for a better future, a better...erm...something...looking back towards my 18 years of life, I feel that its a wasted 18 years, there's nothing I did that was gonna last, that helped others in some certain ways...somehow, I just feel...useless...yup, thats the word...useless...like my life is just a piece of crumpled blank paper with nothing written on it ready to be thrown away....
Wow...now I feel a lot better...phew...
Im still considering whether to continue writing this blog or to start another new blog, mainly due to the pestering bots that are bombarding my comments, and also whether I actually have time to maintain a blog with a purpose instead of my grumblings...I guessing this blog will stay as my grumbling ground, but I will open up another blog for a different purpose....hehe
Yup, I've felt troubled lately, I dont know why...well actually, I think I do, but Im not so sure...somehow I've reached this point in life that I feel that I have to let go of somethings to let some new things in...I feel like I dont have enough time to do the things I wanna do, yet went in reality Im just lazing around doing some stupid things that I feel fun doing and it amounts to nothing... and I feel like grumbling and complaining a lot lately, mostly to myself, wondering how I can make myself better, look for a better future, a better...erm...something...looking back towards my 18 years of life, I feel that its a wasted 18 years, there's nothing I did that was gonna last, that helped others in some certain ways...somehow, I just feel...useless...yup, thats the word...useless...like my life is just a piece of crumpled blank paper with nothing written on it ready to be thrown away....
Wow...now I feel a lot better...phew...
Im still considering whether to continue writing this blog or to start another new blog, mainly due to the pestering bots that are bombarding my comments, and also whether I actually have time to maintain a blog with a purpose instead of my grumblings...I guessing this blog will stay as my grumbling ground, but I will open up another blog for a different purpose....hehe
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
What I've Achieved So Far...
Its almost the middle of a sem break, so I guess its time to review on what I did on sem break. Several posts earlier, I mentioned a few target which I hoped to achieve, well, sadly, I overestimated myself...so er...yup...
1.) Learn erhu (cant start, no strings, and its in a worst state that when it was found
2.) Some improvements here, but I cant say that I really wrote songs, mostly loops, but getting the hang of using fl studio.
3.) FF 1-9 downloaded. Finished 1,2. Third's graphics sucks, 4th, 5th and 6th are meh...7th played until you meet Aerith, 8th until you defeated Ifrit, 9th havent even touched.
4.) OK...total phail here, mostly given up due to the lack of response....
5.) Phail again, this is like, what, the second post in my hols?? The other one is also dead
6.) Downloaded some of it, but still havent print out, or rather have a printer to print out.
7.) Nope, trying to find time here, so no way Im gonna work
8.) Ah...doing this quite well, especially this few days on the manga part, since we are gonna bid farewell to OneManga soon, I cant find a suitable site to replace OneManga, which has a huge library of mangas and smooth loading, so any recommendations? Anime...not much, I guess I cant bring myself to watch long animes, 12-13 is fine, but 24 is already a big obstacle, and it would seem that I have grown fond of comedy animes and its hard for me to watch serious animes, gets kinda bored after a while...
SOOOOO.....
no bad, I still got half a sem break left, I think I can catch up on a few missing points...
1.) Learn erhu (cant start, no strings, and its in a worst state that when it was found
2.) Some improvements here, but I cant say that I really wrote songs, mostly loops, but getting the hang of using fl studio.
3.) FF 1-9 downloaded. Finished 1,2. Third's graphics sucks, 4th, 5th and 6th are meh...7th played until you meet Aerith, 8th until you defeated Ifrit, 9th havent even touched.
4.) OK...total phail here, mostly given up due to the lack of response....
5.) Phail again, this is like, what, the second post in my hols?? The other one is also dead
6.) Downloaded some of it, but still havent print out, or rather have a printer to print out.
7.) Nope, trying to find time here, so no way Im gonna work
8.) Ah...doing this quite well, especially this few days on the manga part, since we are gonna bid farewell to OneManga soon, I cant find a suitable site to replace OneManga, which has a huge library of mangas and smooth loading, so any recommendations? Anime...not much, I guess I cant bring myself to watch long animes, 12-13 is fine, but 24 is already a big obstacle, and it would seem that I have grown fond of comedy animes and its hard for me to watch serious animes, gets kinda bored after a while...
SOOOOO.....
no bad, I still got half a sem break left, I think I can catch up on a few missing points...
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Dante's Inferno (PSP)
This is one hell of a disturbing game. Pun unintended. Seriously, its very disturbing.
Well the story starts with Dante, somehow a Templar instead of a poet, journeying down to hell to save his beloved, Beatrice, from the hands of Lucifer. He descends through the Nine circles of Hell, namely Limbo, Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Wrath, Heresy, Violence, Fraud and lastly Treachery. Along the way, he defeats King Minos, the judge of the damned, Cleopatra and Antony, his own father Alighiero and his brother-in-law, Francesco. Last but not least is the Great Devil himself, Lucifer, bound in the Chains of Judicea (or something like that) in the very last circle of Treachery. Along the journey, Dante is faced with the sins he committed in the Crusades, and in a way, in God's name, but realize that all was a big fat lie by the Bishop who promised the forgiveness of all sins.
A twist appears at the end, apparently along his journey, Dante has been breaking the chains that are binding Lucifer and at the very end freed Lucifer from his eternal bondage. There, with the powers of the souls he had absolved on his journey, he binds Lucifer once more and is taken up to Purgatory, setting up for a sequel. He rips the tapestry off his chest, yes that cross on his chest is sewn (or watever the past tense of sew is) on, and it turns to a snake.
The PSP version has lousier graphics when compared to the PS3 version, well duh, its PSP. Gameplay is very similar to God of War: Chains of Olympus, to the point that both of them went to hell...=____=. One main difference is that Dante's skills are based on two weapons, the Scythe and the Holy Cross. Along the way, you choose to Absolve or Punish the sinful souls down below. Absolve adds points for the Holy Cross while Punish adds points for the Scythe. And than you choose to add skills to whichever you want. I like the Holy Cross mainly for its ranged benefit as well as a health boost whenever you use it to kill. Also, absolving sounds more peaceful than punishing, where the screams of the damned is very annoying.
Now, for the disturbing part. The first thing that really got to me was the walls. The walls you climb on is made on humans, or rather what remained of them. It was so sick...urgh...imagine yourself climbing through a sea of rotten bodies. Next came the Unblessed Infants. Their death throes are sickening. Really, urgh, which is why I choose to absolve them whenever possible. There are a few others that are sick as well. It is hell after all.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Weird Dreams
I have been having a tonne of weird dreams lately...stress maybe?
First off, I've been having dreams that I went to KFC to work, and whoa, it was bigger, way bigger than wat I work at, though the shape and details change with each dreams. In some dreams, I work like a pro, untired and ever so diligent. In others, Im a slacker, preferring to hand duties to other people. And in one dream, they didnt have the t-shirt for my size...lol, so i didnt have to work.
Next, I had a dream that Adam Lambert and Josh Groban + Jonas brothers had a fight...what the heck! Im not even interested in them, so wat the hell... and the thing is, Lambert was performing some kind of concert and invited the others to go, then he was performing some weird acts (lots of smoke, make-up and effects) then he challenged the audience on Christian faith. the Jonases went wild with anger, and a composed Groban calmed them and went up the stage and he and Lambert had a big war of words. Then the crowds were cheering Groban on. Wasnt it suppose to be Lambert's concert...=_=. And the weirdest part was, I saw this thing on Youtube, next thing I know, I told my friends, and we were watching live... =_="" And I dont even know if the Jonases and Groban were Christian and whether Lambert wasnt one...
And another one which happen last night was about me winning some sort of competition, having to do with Dante's Inferno on a stage which never happened in the game. The goal was something like killing the Pests and Minions, doing some acrobat/parkour thing and scoring as high as possible. And the reward? 300 million... jaw dropping... but the weirdest part was I rejected the money because I needed to renounce my school...wtf....high school at that, some weird unknown school I never heard of, and I gave up 300 million for something like tat!!! But thankfully, my dad went to get the price in my name, and I asked him to buy me two laptops... wtf.. with 300 million I could buy 300 houses and all i can think of is laptops.... stupid, just stupid.
i have some weird imaginations eh...so weird...
First off, I've been having dreams that I went to KFC to work, and whoa, it was bigger, way bigger than wat I work at, though the shape and details change with each dreams. In some dreams, I work like a pro, untired and ever so diligent. In others, Im a slacker, preferring to hand duties to other people. And in one dream, they didnt have the t-shirt for my size...lol, so i didnt have to work.
Next, I had a dream that Adam Lambert and Josh Groban + Jonas brothers had a fight...what the heck! Im not even interested in them, so wat the hell... and the thing is, Lambert was performing some kind of concert and invited the others to go, then he was performing some weird acts (lots of smoke, make-up and effects) then he challenged the audience on Christian faith. the Jonases went wild with anger, and a composed Groban calmed them and went up the stage and he and Lambert had a big war of words. Then the crowds were cheering Groban on. Wasnt it suppose to be Lambert's concert...=_=. And the weirdest part was, I saw this thing on Youtube, next thing I know, I told my friends, and we were watching live... =_="" And I dont even know if the Jonases and Groban were Christian and whether Lambert wasnt one...
And another one which happen last night was about me winning some sort of competition, having to do with Dante's Inferno on a stage which never happened in the game. The goal was something like killing the Pests and Minions, doing some acrobat/parkour thing and scoring as high as possible. And the reward? 300 million... jaw dropping... but the weirdest part was I rejected the money because I needed to renounce my school...wtf....high school at that, some weird unknown school I never heard of, and I gave up 300 million for something like tat!!! But thankfully, my dad went to get the price in my name, and I asked him to buy me two laptops... wtf.. with 300 million I could buy 300 houses and all i can think of is laptops.... stupid, just stupid.
i have some weird imaginations eh...so weird...
HOLIDAYS AGAIN!!!!
yea, yea...Im gonna have close to two full months of holidays...and first semester of Uni Life is over...i cant believe it, it seems like its been a flash...close one eye and bam, semester's over...woots
so anyway, since it gonna be such a long holiday, and actually had a few things in mind that I wanna do, whether it works or not is another question so, lo and behold, my things-to-do list for the holidays!!
1.) Learn erhu and yangqin (erhu's strings are broken, and yangqin is MIA, so not so sure now)
2.) Make some music...or just learn to use FL studio, really
3.) Play all Final Fantasy games...haha...i got FF 1,2,3,5 lined up nicely...downloading 6 and 7, one thru torrent, which doesnt seem to be moving much, and one through direct download...4 im still thinking whether to find the NDS version or the PSX version. 8 and 9 are there but I'll dl after 7. 10, 10-2, 11 and 12 im thinking of using PS2 emulators, but i dont think my hardwares can support them so...11 has a PC version though...13...dont even get me started...PS3, Blu-Ray, tats one hell of a barrier.
4.) Make some Wc3 maps, FF themed. OK, this is one longshot. I've tried and tried, but never seemed to succeed. Here's hoping this time it will. Oh yeah, with Starcraft 2 coming out, its a longer shot than ever.
5.) Blog, blog and blog, im keep updating this blog and another blog jointly made by me and a friend, though I havent seen him post anything yet =____=
6.) I am thinking about making some papercraft models, and wat the heck, dont have a good printer and fingers to make it. So it's just a thought for now.
7.) Working may be out of question, since its only 7 weeks, but i think i may look into it.
8.) and of coz, watch tonnes of anime and manga...haha
yup, tat's wat my gonna do this sem break...
so anyway, since it gonna be such a long holiday, and actually had a few things in mind that I wanna do, whether it works or not is another question so, lo and behold, my things-to-do list for the holidays!!
1.) Learn erhu and yangqin (erhu's strings are broken, and yangqin is MIA, so not so sure now)
2.) Make some music...or just learn to use FL studio, really
3.) Play all Final Fantasy games...haha...i got FF 1,2,3,5 lined up nicely...downloading 6 and 7, one thru torrent, which doesnt seem to be moving much, and one through direct download...4 im still thinking whether to find the NDS version or the PSX version. 8 and 9 are there but I'll dl after 7. 10, 10-2, 11 and 12 im thinking of using PS2 emulators, but i dont think my hardwares can support them so...11 has a PC version though...13...dont even get me started...PS3, Blu-Ray, tats one hell of a barrier.
4.) Make some Wc3 maps, FF themed. OK, this is one longshot. I've tried and tried, but never seemed to succeed. Here's hoping this time it will. Oh yeah, with Starcraft 2 coming out, its a longer shot than ever.
5.) Blog, blog and blog, im keep updating this blog and another blog jointly made by me and a friend, though I havent seen him post anything yet =____=
6.) I am thinking about making some papercraft models, and wat the heck, dont have a good printer and fingers to make it. So it's just a thought for now.
7.) Working may be out of question, since its only 7 weeks, but i think i may look into it.
8.) and of coz, watch tonnes of anime and manga...haha
yup, tat's wat my gonna do this sem break...
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Behind the Mask
What the hell is with the "who's face lies behind the mask?!" I tot it was Madara? Then I saw the hand. Doesnt look like an old man's hand to me. And i think this is the first time we saw Madara's hand. So who the hell is Madara? Who the hell is this guy?
Notice that Kushina referred to Madara by name when she was talking about the Madara vs Hashirama fight, and referred to him as the Masked Man when talking about him knowing about the childbirth thing...
One more note...Biwako said that "we need to keep your (giving) birth classified"...how the heck? Shes got a big belly in front of her, its not like you can keep that a secret...(oh...cute young sasuke), and the part on "Dont scream even if the contractions start" and then next page "IT HURTS!!!!!!!"....damn funny....
Im hoping that next week is the big battle of Madara+Kyuubi vs Minato....and after that Madara's face is revealed...yipee....
Naruto 500, Bleach 410, One Piece 590
NARUTO - Infomation overload...argh!
Anyway, we get to see how Naruto was borned, we get to see how Madara or however is under the mask unleashed the Nine Tails. Or rather tried. How...that's for the next chapter...
So a bunch of Information overload, mostly regarding relatives, and man, I like Kushina, she's one kickass mom.
Uzumaki Mito - First Kyuubi Jinchuuriki, First Hokage's Wife, Tsunade's grandma, the diamond thing on her forehead might possess similar abilities to Tsunade's.
Sarutobi Sasuke - Third Hokage's Father, named after a real ninja (or legendary?), Uchiha Sasuke is named after him
Biwako - Third Hokage's wife. Presumed dead, killed by Madara when assisting Kushina during childbirth.
Masked Man - OK. This guy doesnt appear to be Madara
BLEACH
Blah, blah, blah, some training, some crap about the inner world, and then we meet Shiro-chan again. The Hollow inside Ichigo, yipee. Though the way Tensa rip Shiro-chan out of Ichigo reminds me of Muramasa. Then we listen to some more crap about Asano. Then Arisawa is about to be attacked by Aizen, and a guy steps in. Good guy? Bad Guy? Maybe part of the Urahara gang? Maybe Ishida's dad? *Shrugs*
ONE PIECE
Hmm...finally, Luffy is about to go to find his crew...I've been waiting for this since forever...the front part is kinda touching, everybody crying, it really goes to show how One Piece is famous for its heartfelt moments. Jimbei is gonna take care of Luffy, tat might mean his gonna be part of the crew, and maybe Boa Hancock will form an alliance with Luffy, haha....
Anyway, we get to see how Naruto was borned, we get to see how Madara or however is under the mask unleashed the Nine Tails. Or rather tried. How...that's for the next chapter...
So a bunch of Information overload, mostly regarding relatives, and man, I like Kushina, she's one kickass mom.
Uzumaki Mito - First Kyuubi Jinchuuriki, First Hokage's Wife, Tsunade's grandma, the diamond thing on her forehead might possess similar abilities to Tsunade's.
Sarutobi Sasuke - Third Hokage's Father, named after a real ninja (or legendary?), Uchiha Sasuke is named after him
Biwako - Third Hokage's wife. Presumed dead, killed by Madara when assisting Kushina during childbirth.
Masked Man - OK. This guy doesnt appear to be Madara
BLEACH
Blah, blah, blah, some training, some crap about the inner world, and then we meet Shiro-chan again. The Hollow inside Ichigo, yipee. Though the way Tensa rip Shiro-chan out of Ichigo reminds me of Muramasa. Then we listen to some more crap about Asano. Then Arisawa is about to be attacked by Aizen, and a guy steps in. Good guy? Bad Guy? Maybe part of the Urahara gang? Maybe Ishida's dad? *Shrugs*
ONE PIECE
Hmm...finally, Luffy is about to go to find his crew...I've been waiting for this since forever...the front part is kinda touching, everybody crying, it really goes to show how One Piece is famous for its heartfelt moments. Jimbei is gonna take care of Luffy, tat might mean his gonna be part of the crew, and maybe Boa Hancock will form an alliance with Luffy, haha....
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Along the Way of Life
Hey all, its been quite a while since I felt so free...tests and assignments are finally over...yipee...though exams are coming next, 4 exams....yet some how I dont feel that much tension...maybe because I have a feeling its gonna be easy?? Dont really know though
Anyway, one way or another, I've managed to pull my way through the first sem of my uni life...meeting new friends, meeting new teachers, in a totally new environment and a totally new time slot... Not that I have forgotten old friends, still in contact some how, mostly through text messaging or facebooking since I some how never on my MSN...
Having said that, Holidays are coming...2 full months...yipee..almost 2 months anyway...the freedom...watching anime, playing games, watch more animes, play more games...not that that's not what Im doing now...so somehow, this holiday i feel is gonna be kinda boring...so...Map Making Projects might resume...along with several other things I have thought of doing, including writing a song (which I have just finish the guitar chords and lyrics, only the complements left, not the best, but its a start), drawing a manga among others...
World Cup is on the way, and I think Im gonna root for Brazil to win, is kinda disappointing this round, due to the fact that heavyweights Italy and France are gone, and now, either Germany or England is going soon...not that exciting,...
Ive actually open another blog, which Im keep the link a secret for now, anyway, its suppose to a two man blog, but both of us just havent got the energy to start writing articles...our brain juices are drained.
Another thing to note...I'll try to use less of "..." since I found out its kinda hard to read. But it has become a habit, so I hope to be able to rid it.
Guess that's all from me for the moment...
Anyway, one way or another, I've managed to pull my way through the first sem of my uni life...meeting new friends, meeting new teachers, in a totally new environment and a totally new time slot... Not that I have forgotten old friends, still in contact some how, mostly through text messaging or facebooking since I some how never on my MSN...
Having said that, Holidays are coming...2 full months...yipee..almost 2 months anyway...the freedom...watching anime, playing games, watch more animes, play more games...not that that's not what Im doing now...so somehow, this holiday i feel is gonna be kinda boring...so...Map Making Projects might resume...along with several other things I have thought of doing, including writing a song (which I have just finish the guitar chords and lyrics, only the complements left, not the best, but its a start), drawing a manga among others...
World Cup is on the way, and I think Im gonna root for Brazil to win, is kinda disappointing this round, due to the fact that heavyweights Italy and France are gone, and now, either Germany or England is going soon...not that exciting,...
Ive actually open another blog, which Im keep the link a secret for now, anyway, its suppose to a two man blog, but both of us just havent got the energy to start writing articles...our brain juices are drained.
Another thing to note...I'll try to use less of "..." since I found out its kinda hard to read. But it has become a habit, so I hope to be able to rid it.
Guess that's all from me for the moment...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
the Kushina Theory
So Naruto's mom, Kushina was the previous Kyuubi host...so what about it?
Thats what I thought too, until suddenly it feel upon me...(not literally like Newton's apple)...
So the Kyuubi was in Kushina right? So how the heck did he attack Konoha 15 years ago? He's locked inside Kushina. And unless Kushina or someone like Akatsuki absorbed the Kyuubi, which doesnt seem to be the case, how did the Kyuuubi came loose? Did Kushina submit to the Kyuubi's power? But it would seem that her chakra can overpower the Kyuubi. What else then? How then did Madara control the Kyuubi to attack Konoha, when it was in Kushina, not long after Kushina gave birth to Naruto? How did so many things happen in so short a time frame?
So here's wat I think...
1.) Kishimoto didnt think too in depth, so this problem came out...
2.) Im thinking too much
3.) Kushina is working with Madara which I hope is not the case
4.) Madara's timing was off...he unleashed the Kyuubi, whether by causing it to take over Kushina or some sort of other procedure, then attack Konoha with it. After which, Minato sealed the Kyuubi into Naruto
5.) Minato is evil, or at least Konoha Elders are, they wanted a new host for Kyuubi, someone who is actually part of Konoha and not some whirlpool village...so they released the Kyuubi, in the process killing Kushina, and Minato sealed it into Naruto, as he had planned...as a "revenge" against the Konoha Elders....
Well, one thing is for sure, for the Kyuubi to be free only a few moments during its transfer from Kushina to Naruto means that it wasnt a "Natural Disaster" after all...that goes to say that not everything that Madara has said can be trusted, including his history, the Uchiha rebellion and possibly even Itachi's story...
Speaking of which, we have yet to see what powers Itachi bestowed upon Naruto...I hope to see it soon....
Thats what I thought too, until suddenly it feel upon me...(not literally like Newton's apple)...
So the Kyuubi was in Kushina right? So how the heck did he attack Konoha 15 years ago? He's locked inside Kushina. And unless Kushina or someone like Akatsuki absorbed the Kyuubi, which doesnt seem to be the case, how did the Kyuuubi came loose? Did Kushina submit to the Kyuubi's power? But it would seem that her chakra can overpower the Kyuubi. What else then? How then did Madara control the Kyuubi to attack Konoha, when it was in Kushina, not long after Kushina gave birth to Naruto? How did so many things happen in so short a time frame?
So here's wat I think...
1.) Kishimoto didnt think too in depth, so this problem came out...
2.) Im thinking too much
3.) Kushina is working with Madara which I hope is not the case
4.) Madara's timing was off...he unleashed the Kyuubi, whether by causing it to take over Kushina or some sort of other procedure, then attack Konoha with it. After which, Minato sealed the Kyuubi into Naruto
5.) Minato is evil, or at least Konoha Elders are, they wanted a new host for Kyuubi, someone who is actually part of Konoha and not some whirlpool village...so they released the Kyuubi, in the process killing Kushina, and Minato sealed it into Naruto, as he had planned...as a "revenge" against the Konoha Elders....
Well, one thing is for sure, for the Kyuubi to be free only a few moments during its transfer from Kushina to Naruto means that it wasnt a "Natural Disaster" after all...that goes to say that not everything that Madara has said can be trusted, including his history, the Uchiha rebellion and possibly even Itachi's story...
Speaking of which, we have yet to see what powers Itachi bestowed upon Naruto...I hope to see it soon....
Experiments in the Revival of Organisms
I remembered blogging about about some Headless chicken, and head transplant things a few months, or maybe a year ago, this time, I found something even more wicked....
Introducing...
Experiments in the Revival ofOrgasms, the secret to rejuvenation and understanding your "needs" Organisms
*drum rolls*
yup, thats a head of a dog...yup, only the head, and its ALIVE! Kinda sick if you ask me...poor dog.
A Russian Scientist by the name of Sergei Bryukhonenko decapitated the dog, pull its lungs and heart out. I know that sounds crude, but hey, its what he did. The lungs and heart were shown to be functional outside the body, through some sort of mechanisms. The head as well. This eventually lead to a perfected open heart surgery for humans.
The dog was clinically killed by draining all blood until lung and heart activity stops. Then it is left for ten minutes (sounds like a cooking show). Then it is connected to the mechanism mentioned earlier, and lo, and behold, the dog lives to see another day, without the mechanism even.
The sounds A HELL LOT OF like the anime Moryo no Hako, i guess Moryo no Hako is based on this experiment. Except in the anime, the dog is substituted with a girl. Horrible, i know.
Introducing...
Experiments in the Revival of
*drum rolls*
yup, thats a head of a dog...yup, only the head, and its ALIVE! Kinda sick if you ask me...poor dog.
A Russian Scientist by the name of Sergei Bryukhonenko decapitated the dog, pull its lungs and heart out. I know that sounds crude, but hey, its what he did. The lungs and heart were shown to be functional outside the body, through some sort of mechanisms. The head as well. This eventually lead to a perfected open heart surgery for humans.
The dog was clinically killed by draining all blood until lung and heart activity stops. Then it is left for ten minutes (sounds like a cooking show). Then it is connected to the mechanism mentioned earlier, and lo, and behold, the dog lives to see another day, without the mechanism even.
The sounds A HELL LOT OF like the anime Moryo no Hako, i guess Moryo no Hako is based on this experiment. Except in the anime, the dog is substituted with a girl. Horrible, i know.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Naruto Shippuden: Narutimate Accel 3
eh to.....
Naruto Shippuden: Narutimate Accel 3 is a continuation for the Narutimate Series, which was originally for PS2, but somehow, the third one ended up in the PSP, to make things worst, the last Narutimate Series for PSP ended at 2 (the Mugenjo)... And to add to that lot of problem is that Naruto Shippuden: Narutimate Accel 1 & 2 are named Naruto Shippuden: Ultimate Ninja 4 & 5 respectively, so I have no idea whether Accel 3 is a continuation of the PS2 series or the PSP series...
ah well, anyway, this is the first game in the series to feature all the Akatsuki Members (sans a few Pains), and Taka, or rather Hebi. It features the largest collection of characters ever...including 2 extra "new" characters, Gakuen Naruto and Gakuen Sasuke, yup, they are in school uniform as shown in Naruto Shippuden Ed2...
The Story Mode in this game features several "arcs", first of which is Homecoming Arc, followed by Kazekage Retrieval, Team 7 Reunion and Zombie Brothers arc, next is a original Mystery Clan arc from the view of Naruto, and then Hebi formation Arc followed by Sasuke meets the Mystery Clan. Funny how Sasuke and Naruto were working together to fight the main antagonist.
One difference from the older PSP games(I never played the PS2) is the "running" missions as compared to the traditional fighting missions...It look a lot like the Ninja Council series. None of the "teams" formation and special skills are present.... However, now there can be up to 2v2 fighting style, or even 1v3 if you feel you're good... And you can choose the skill(like how you choose the ultis in the PS2 versions) you want, and you can only have 1 skill instead of two fixed of the older versions...
Of the characters, my favourite is Itachi, his amateratsu is kick ass, Minato speed is also kickass, especially so in his "awaken" mode, talking of which, this is a new gameplay addition where the players can awaken themselves and fight at higher speed/attack stuff like that, and in some cases, unlock new skill...like Kakashi using Kamui after awakening...
Pain is just dumb...and he takes up 3 character slot...their ultis are the same, skills are just a difference of one...only major difference are their move sets, so of the 3, i think Deva Pain is the weakest...seriously... i was hoping for one of his skill to be the 3 pull, push thingie as shown in the manga, no deal....
ah well, overall, nice gameplay, a newer feel, newer things to explore, more characters, more skills, kinda same graphics, cant tell if they did upgrade it or not, so overall, i think Im gonna give a 7.5/10 rating for this game. Owing to the fact of some imbalances in the character rooster....
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Jay Chou - Superman Can't Fly
This is the 11th song of Jay Chou's new album The Era and is one of the first whose MV I have watched... This song is really meaningful, compared to a lot of crap western songs which made me turned of the radio =.= It mainly details some the pressure of being a celebrity, in short, Jay Chou's own stress...
From lyrics such as
"我不知道何时便成了社会的那板样"
I dont know since when I became society's role model
"CNN能不能等英文好一点再访"
Can CNN interview me after my english gets a bit better
"时代杂志封面能不能重拍"
Can I reshoot my cover photo for the Times magazine cover page
"要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像（本来就不像）"
must control my diet or else I wouldnt look like Madame Tassuad's wax model "me" (didnt look like me in the first place)
I lol-ed at that one...
and video scenes like the "superhero" guy helping other people with day to day stuff...going so far as to risk his life for a dog...
there was one thing I almost laugh at when I realise it....
"开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高"
cant drive a luxurious car, and cant live to high up ("penthouse")
but in the video, Jay's car was a "batmobile" whereas the "superhero" guy seemed to live in a penthouse, seeing how high it was, the glass "walls", and the spaciousness of the place, I mean, where else can you find a place to lay out your super hero costume side by side on a long table then in a spacious place?
Manga...(Becoz Im too lazy to look at which chapter it is)
So lets leave the crap and get on to business
Bleach - I have no idea what's this chapter for. It would seem to serve no purpose, aside from taunts from Aizen and Gin. Seriously, there is nothing there except Aizen taunting Isshin, Urahara and Yoruichi, then Gin crapping about how he doesnt want to fight, and then fights anyway. This chapter's one saving grace, I think, maybe Kira and Matsumoto's small part in it...
One Piece - Ah hah, Sabo is a noble's son, a penniless noble, i think, who is suppose to marry another noble to get some money. I thought this kind of role were usually for female characters... =.= and after that other noble from D.Grayman, marrying a merchant's daughter for money, i guess it can work. And doesnt Sabo sounds like Sabotage?? =.= oh well...so he is one of Luffy's brother then, along with Ace... What happened to him? I hope he became a pirate as well, but i think that hope is futile though...
Naruto - the way Naruto defeated Dark Naruto is L-A-M-E lame... Suffice to say, he defeated him with a hug. But at least it saved us a few weeks worth of action, although that can be bad in a way, but i think Naruto's training will be more interesting...WAY more interesting...
Bleach - I have no idea what's this chapter for. It would seem to serve no purpose, aside from taunts from Aizen and Gin. Seriously, there is nothing there except Aizen taunting Isshin, Urahara and Yoruichi, then Gin crapping about how he doesnt want to fight, and then fights anyway. This chapter's one saving grace, I think, maybe Kira and Matsumoto's small part in it...
One Piece - Ah hah, Sabo is a noble's son, a penniless noble, i think, who is suppose to marry another noble to get some money. I thought this kind of role were usually for female characters... =.= and after that other noble from D.Grayman, marrying a merchant's daughter for money, i guess it can work. And doesnt Sabo sounds like Sabotage?? =.= oh well...so he is one of Luffy's brother then, along with Ace... What happened to him? I hope he became a pirate as well, but i think that hope is futile though...
Naruto - the way Naruto defeated Dark Naruto is L-A-M-E lame... Suffice to say, he defeated him with a hug. But at least it saved us a few weeks worth of action, although that can be bad in a way, but i think Naruto's training will be more interesting...WAY more interesting...
Saturday, May 15, 2010
aRTHaS: Rise of the Lich King
Surprise, surprise, I finished it...quite a long time ago...serious, I even finished reading the Cycle of Hatred I er..bocoughdownloadedcoughught
well, except for the earlier parts detailing the childhood of Arthas, and the few Interludes here and there plus the Prologue and Epilogue, and a few scenes here and other, mainly of Arthas and Jaina's relationship + some of Invincible's story, the entire thing is a cut and paste from Wc3 Reign of Chaos and Frozen Throne... Seriously, the words are even the same, when I read and played the campaign (with the help of whosyourdaddy), it was like I was playing Lord of the Clans or Day of the Dragon fan-made campaigns...seriously...
and I thought I would get some "new" stuff about Arthas, ends up I just wasted 2 weeks worth of lunch money on this book...but I wouldnt say I regret it, its interesting to see the campaigns put into words for one...and the internal struggle of Arthas is always nice to read about, though that is just the Epilogue...
Several characters in the campaign seemed to be missing, some Paladins protecting Terenas' Urn have disappeared. And I just realized that Arthas killed Gavinrad and Uther, two of the five Founding Paladins in the same day, or at least in the same mission...
So overall, I would rate the book 6/10, mainly due to it being a lite read, since the vocab and sentence structure is simple as Lord of the Clans, since they are after all from the same author, adding into the fact that playing the campaign along while reading the book adds in a good feel...
well, except for the earlier parts detailing the childhood of Arthas, and the few Interludes here and there plus the Prologue and Epilogue, and a few scenes here and other, mainly of Arthas and Jaina's relationship + some of Invincible's story, the entire thing is a cut and paste from Wc3 Reign of Chaos and Frozen Throne... Seriously, the words are even the same, when I read and played the campaign (with the help of whosyourdaddy), it was like I was playing Lord of the Clans or Day of the Dragon fan-made campaigns...seriously...
and I thought I would get some "new" stuff about Arthas, ends up I just wasted 2 weeks worth of lunch money on this book...but I wouldnt say I regret it, its interesting to see the campaigns put into words for one...and the internal struggle of Arthas is always nice to read about, though that is just the Epilogue...
Several characters in the campaign seemed to be missing, some Paladins protecting Terenas' Urn have disappeared. And I just realized that Arthas killed Gavinrad and Uther, two of the five Founding Paladins in the same day, or at least in the same mission...
So overall, I would rate the book 6/10, mainly due to it being a lite read, since the vocab and sentence structure is simple as Lord of the Clans, since they are after all from the same author, adding into the fact that playing the campaign along while reading the book adds in a good feel...
Mangas and Mangas
I guess i owe all fateful readers (no matter how few there are) an apology due to my unannounced absence for two weeks, which is mainly caused by my stupid assignment...note it's singular, and lousy internet connections for the past 2 weeks...so here are 2 weeks worth of manga thoughts
BLEACH - super duper predictable. Urahara blasts Aizen with a few Bakudo followed by a Hado, and apparently a sort of restriction to Aizen's chakra flow that does no damage watsoever...followed the following week by Yoruichi, i think in Shunko mode, or maybe those armor thingie is her shikai?, bashing Aizen and causing no damage =.= however, it does seem that Isshin has been working with Urahara, all they have some sort of natural synchronization...
ONE PIECE - some lame story about Luffy and Ace's childhood, how Luffy got Ace to accept him as a friend. Apparently Ace is some sort of "child thief" and steals bunch of treasures from others, kinda reminds me of Nami. I wondered wat happened to this friend of them Sabo-orwateverhisnameis. Maybe he was the guy tat Blackbeard killed? Cant recall at the moment, but I think it was some guy called Thatch, so I guess not....
NARUTO - and here I was expecting some cool action of Naruto vs Naruto, ends out nothing much, and there's a summary of Bee's younger days, which in a way is the mirror image of Naruto's childhood. And I guess Motoi represents the Sasuke of Bee... Just a feeling... Maybe he may be the secret to getting Sasuke back from the clutches of Madara, but somehow I doubt so... Where did Sasuke go anyway? And Karin?? I thought at least she would have more "screen time" owing to the fact that I think she would slowly come to realize who Naruto is and add in some more competition for Hinata. Talking of her, where did she go anyway? the Rookie Nine + Team Guy seems to be missing lately....is like their roles are taken over by Sai...=.=
BLEACH - super duper predictable. Urahara blasts Aizen with a few Bakudo followed by a Hado, and apparently a sort of restriction to Aizen's chakra flow that does no damage watsoever...followed the following week by Yoruichi, i think in Shunko mode, or maybe those armor thingie is her shikai?, bashing Aizen and causing no damage =.= however, it does seem that Isshin has been working with Urahara, all they have some sort of natural synchronization...
ONE PIECE - some lame story about Luffy and Ace's childhood, how Luffy got Ace to accept him as a friend. Apparently Ace is some sort of "child thief" and steals bunch of treasures from others, kinda reminds me of Nami. I wondered wat happened to this friend of them Sabo-orwateverhisnameis. Maybe he was the guy tat Blackbeard killed? Cant recall at the moment, but I think it was some guy called Thatch, so I guess not....
NARUTO - and here I was expecting some cool action of Naruto vs Naruto, ends out nothing much, and there's a summary of Bee's younger days, which in a way is the mirror image of Naruto's childhood. And I guess Motoi represents the Sasuke of Bee... Just a feeling... Maybe he may be the secret to getting Sasuke back from the clutches of Madara, but somehow I doubt so... Where did Sasuke go anyway? And Karin?? I thought at least she would have more "screen time" owing to the fact that I think she would slowly come to realize who Naruto is and add in some more competition for Hinata. Talking of her, where did she go anyway? the Rookie Nine + Team Guy seems to be missing lately....is like their roles are taken over by Sai...=.=
Sunday, May 2, 2010
A Day Out....
Lalalala
Okie-dokie, here I begin my rambling...
First off, me and my sises (=.=) went to the PC Fair at the Car Park....yup, the Multistory Car Park, amazing, I know... Met several friends and acquaintances and several more faces without a name...mostly people from Swinburne...got myself a new PENDRIVE!!!! woots, since I loss my last one at the lab....=.= I aimed for a 2gb, but ended up getting a 4gb, pinkish purplish coloured pendrive....it was the only color left other that a bright, optimistic, look-at-me, yellow-colored pendrive which I refuse to buy....and here's the sickish colored one...I couldnt find a picture of the one I got...
Next off, we went to the Hills, and played the "gashapon" at Toys' R Us, and I got a Chopper...X3, walking point though....i wished it was Brain Point...oh well, also got myself a new book, aRTHaS: Rise of the Lich King....
Arthas is after all my favourite character in WoW, and possibly only next to Matrim Cauthon of Wheel of Time as the Most favorite character of a fantasy genre....ah well, time to get some anime watched and book read....
Okie-dokie, here I begin my rambling...
First off, me and my sises (=.=) went to the PC Fair at the Car Park....yup, the Multistory Car Park, amazing, I know... Met several friends and acquaintances and several more faces without a name...mostly people from Swinburne...got myself a new PENDRIVE!!!! woots, since I loss my last one at the lab....=.= I aimed for a 2gb, but ended up getting a 4gb, pinkish purplish coloured pendrive....it was the only color left other that a bright, optimistic, look-at-me, yellow-colored pendrive which I refuse to buy....and here's the sickish colored one...I couldnt find a picture of the one I got...
Next off, we went to the Hills, and played the "gashapon" at Toys' R Us, and I got a Chopper...X3, walking point though....i wished it was Brain Point...oh well, also got myself a new book, aRTHaS: Rise of the Lich King....
Arthas is after all my favourite character in WoW, and possibly only next to Matrim Cauthon of Wheel of Time as the Most favorite character of a fantasy genre....ah well, time to get some anime watched and book read....
Friday, April 30, 2010
Works of Art
Yup, there aint gonna be no mangas this week...=.=
Its Golden Week or something in Japan, so all the mangakas are having their well deserved rest, in the meantime, my friends and I mess around with Photoshop to come up with a Cover Design for our class magazine, but that didnt turn out well since our designs were mostly abstract and had nothing to do with our magazine's theme....=.=
this one was totally random....i like how to sun thingie turn out, but i think it would look better if it was in the middle...
This one I did at home, i guess it turn out much better than I had hoped....
my friend did this one...only the name part though, the rest are ripped off, since Plagiarism is his middle name....
This one turned from "flame" themed bright red + pink to the current "frost"-ish theme with the aqua blue and black...=.=
Lesson of the story, things in photoshop never turn out the way you want, but play with it frequently and something better than wat u wished for will come out in due time....
Its Golden Week or something in Japan, so all the mangakas are having their well deserved rest, in the meantime, my friends and I mess around with Photoshop to come up with a Cover Design for our class magazine, but that didnt turn out well since our designs were mostly abstract and had nothing to do with our magazine's theme....=.=
this one was totally random....i like how to sun thingie turn out, but i think it would look better if it was in the middle...
This one I did at home, i guess it turn out much better than I had hoped....
my friend did this one...only the name part though, the rest are ripped off, since Plagiarism is his middle name....
This one turned from "flame" themed bright red + pink to the current "frost"-ish theme with the aqua blue and black...=.=
Lesson of the story, things in photoshop never turn out the way you want, but play with it frequently and something better than wat u wished for will come out in due time....
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Bleach 401, Naruto 492, One Piece 582
Bleach - Urahara appears...woots...and all craps about Hyogoku...read more to find out since Im too lazy to write...Nothing much happening either, aside from Urahara's dramatic entrance and several comical scene involving Ichigo's weird face...I cant stop laughing at his face, reminds me of Natsu of Fairy Tail...
Naruto - Naruto tries to persuade Kirabi to teach him how to control the kyuubi, stuff like tat, and apparently some training, or rather, "entrance exam" is going to being next week, involving a twisted evil Naruto that for now seems a lot cooler than the goofy, nice Naruto.
One Piece - the much awaited time skip happens!!! Not..a total of two weeks worth of time skip...Law and the gang has been on Amazon Lily for quite a while, receiving permission from Hancock to anchor there. Luffy has awaken and is in a fit of lunacy as he tries to avoid reality, going so far as to pinching himself, while Hancock tries to "resist" her urge to meet Luffy... On another note, next week will probably be about Ace and Luffy's past, about due time their complicated history is revealed....
Naruto - Naruto tries to persuade Kirabi to teach him how to control the kyuubi, stuff like tat, and apparently some training, or rather, "entrance exam" is going to being next week, involving a twisted evil Naruto that for now seems a lot cooler than the goofy, nice Naruto.
One Piece - the much awaited time skip happens!!! Not..a total of two weeks worth of time skip...Law and the gang has been on Amazon Lily for quite a while, receiving permission from Hancock to anchor there. Luffy has awaken and is in a fit of lunacy as he tries to avoid reality, going so far as to pinching himself, while Hancock tries to "resist" her urge to meet Luffy... On another note, next week will probably be about Ace and Luffy's past, about due time their complicated history is revealed....
Sunday, April 18, 2010
MangaS
I really should think of some unique title...but meh....
NARUTO - comedic is one word I would use to describe this chapter...the way Ichiraku Ramen's owner ask the two "fans" to wait for Naruto to finish his dinner, the fact that Tsuchekage commented on Tsunade's age, Naruto going on a "mission" to "Paradise", meeting Kirabi, and last but not least, Pa's kick tat send the frog into Naruto's mouth...Not much advancement on Madara and Kabuto, or rather none. Looks like the Shinobi Alliance is looking good...so far...
BLEACH - I still think Gin's bankai sucks, the name sucks, the length sucks, the speed of extension is ok, but overall still sucks...And, and, and Isshin rawks...man, he rawks...he's gotta be Squad 0 guy...i mean taking on Aizen, who is said to be as strong as 2 captains (IIRC), and beating the crap out of him, or at least the "Shinigami" part of him... gampateh Isshin, I love u...=___=
ONE PIECE - Information overload...really... First there's the news of Whitebeard's death spreading around, and the last Emperor is called Big Momma...which I find stupid... Something about a new "power" in Blackbeard or something like tat...not too sure. Brownbeard taking over some of Whitebeard's territories...in simpler terms, Whitebeard's name that help kept peace has been broken, and the pirate's are attacking those territories... Hancock, Jimbei, Ivanko, seems to be traveling to some Island in calm belt, so is Law, i think... Teddy-head seems obsess with Hancock... Lots of lvl 6 prisoners escaped, but the World Government wants it to be kept secret... Other Supernovas dont like the fact tat Law saved Luffy... Basil saying tat Luffy's chances of survival never reaches zero...o.O tat's a huge spoiler... and Moria is gonna get snuffed out by Doflamingo...see, check back, my One Piece "reviews" nvr reach so long...its really Information Overload...
NARUTO - comedic is one word I would use to describe this chapter...the way Ichiraku Ramen's owner ask the two "fans" to wait for Naruto to finish his dinner, the fact that Tsuchekage commented on Tsunade's age, Naruto going on a "mission" to "Paradise", meeting Kirabi, and last but not least, Pa's kick tat send the frog into Naruto's mouth...Not much advancement on Madara and Kabuto, or rather none. Looks like the Shinobi Alliance is looking good...so far...
BLEACH - I still think Gin's bankai sucks, the name sucks, the length sucks, the speed of extension is ok, but overall still sucks...And, and, and Isshin rawks...man, he rawks...he's gotta be Squad 0 guy...i mean taking on Aizen, who is said to be as strong as 2 captains (IIRC), and beating the crap out of him, or at least the "Shinigami" part of him... gampateh Isshin, I love u...=___=
ONE PIECE - Information overload...really... First there's the news of Whitebeard's death spreading around, and the last Emperor is called Big Momma...which I find stupid... Something about a new "power" in Blackbeard or something like tat...not too sure. Brownbeard taking over some of Whitebeard's territories...in simpler terms, Whitebeard's name that help kept peace has been broken, and the pirate's are attacking those territories... Hancock, Jimbei, Ivanko, seems to be traveling to some Island in calm belt, so is Law, i think... Teddy-head seems obsess with Hancock... Lots of lvl 6 prisoners escaped, but the World Government wants it to be kept secret... Other Supernovas dont like the fact tat Law saved Luffy... Basil saying tat Luffy's chances of survival never reaches zero...o.O tat's a huge spoiler... and Moria is gonna get snuffed out by Doflamingo...see, check back, my One Piece "reviews" nvr reach so long...its really Information Overload...
Sunday, April 11, 2010
New Look
I decided to give my blog a new look, especially since I moved on to Uni lvl, and is starting a new life...Symbolic maybe?? Im also stripping it of the dark emo look before, and giving it a bluish, calm look.... The banner is still not fully done yet, but this is what it looks like for now... I mean, Ive had the FF one for like ages...
Im not sure about changing the theme though, cause its gonna cost me a lot of time...maybe I'll change it during the sem break...we'll see about tat...
Also, Ive decided to continue posting reviews on games and anime...though admitted they will come after I finish them, so its gonna be outdated...but its main purpose is for me to choose wat game or anime to revisit during my free times...it can also help others to choose wat game to play or wat anime to watch...hopefully...
Lastly, I may decide to buy some figurines...real ones, not cheapskates...if I am able to save enough money...I think I have to starve to get one...but i think its worth it...I currently targeting Azu-nyan's figma...though it costs more than I get in 1 month, so I guess by the time I saved enough money, it would have been sold out...Im having my fingers crossed and hopes one of the shops in Kuching gets it...X3 So if I do get it, and my DSLR camera (all HDs for tat...=.=) I'll been posting more pics...^^
Im not sure about changing the theme though, cause its gonna cost me a lot of time...maybe I'll change it during the sem break...we'll see about tat...
Also, Ive decided to continue posting reviews on games and anime...though admitted they will come after I finish them, so its gonna be outdated...but its main purpose is for me to choose wat game or anime to revisit during my free times...it can also help others to choose wat game to play or wat anime to watch...hopefully...
Lastly, I may decide to buy some figurines...real ones, not cheapskates...if I am able to save enough money...I think I have to starve to get one...but i think its worth it...I currently targeting Azu-nyan's figma...though it costs more than I get in 1 month, so I guess by the time I saved enough money, it would have been sold out...Im having my fingers crossed and hopes one of the shops in Kuching gets it...X3 So if I do get it, and my DSLR camera (all HDs for tat...=.=) I'll been posting more pics...^^
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Bleach 399, Naruto 490
Bleach - wahahahaha, he opened his eyes, HE OPENED HIS EYES....Ichimaru opened his eyes...
yeayea....but tat Bankai is lame, lame, lame....13km?? so wat...its still just Shinso...if an added "God-Killing Spear"...im keeping my fingers crossed, hoping this is just a Shikai skill...crossed...crossed... I was kinda hoping Isshin and Aizen's fight would be revealed in more detail...but haiz...i guess its expected...
Naruto - its really boring...though the SD part showing Kyuubi and Naruto is kinda cute...and it really helped serve to explain the "complex" relationship... I guess the octopus is Hachibi...but sometimes stuff like tat shud not be taken forgranted...it may happen tat the octopus is someone else...i guess the last coffin Kabuto showed is someone really pro...*and everyone says duh*, my guesses in no particular order, Minato, Jiraiya, Orochimaru, Rikudo, Rikudo's "sons", Madara's brother...i think Jiraiya and Orochimaru are not really tat threatening...but still, i dont really know Madara line of thoughts yet...so umm...yea...they're in, but i would give them a very low percentage.... Maybe its the octopus guy naruto's gonna meet, assuming its not Hachibi....
A New Beginning
In the gathering crowd,
Like a storm gush forth,
A simple minded fool,
Devoured by the onslaught.
Persons, abundant,
Yet the ever lonely feeling,
Even if not alone,
Dread sets in still.
A single soul,
Like the ever fading glow,
Of a candle in the night,
As the day turn bright.
Bright like the morning sun,
A ray of hope flickers,
Like the dawn of a new day,
A start, a new beginning.
Perhaps hence forth,
Loneliness, it dissolves,
And reforms into a new burden,
One known as friendship.
New friends, new faces,
New souls, new stories,
New personalities, new interests,
And a new you begins.
The old stripped off,
As the new surfaces,
Yet the feeling remains,
Of a cherised past.
~this just came randomly...
Like a storm gush forth,
A simple minded fool,
Devoured by the onslaught.
Persons, abundant,
Yet the ever lonely feeling,
Even if not alone,
Dread sets in still.
A single soul,
Like the ever fading glow,
Of a candle in the night,
As the day turn bright.
Bright like the morning sun,
A ray of hope flickers,
Like the dawn of a new day,
A start, a new beginning.
Perhaps hence forth,
Loneliness, it dissolves,
And reforms into a new burden,
One known as friendship.
New friends, new faces,
New souls, new stories,
New personalities, new interests,
And a new you begins.
The old stripped off,
As the new surfaces,
Yet the feeling remains,
Of a cherised past.
~this just came randomly...
Friday, April 2, 2010
HAHA...I TOLD YOU SOO.....
See...I have acquire the power of clairvoyance...haha
Bleach - Wat did I say??The potentially humorous part appeared, in the form of Ichigo and his dad wrestling...i wonder why Aizen did juz take the opportunity and use a Hado on them...=.= watever...and Im very, very excited to see Gin's bankai...admittedly his shikai's ability is a bit like Zabimaru's, but i hope the bankai will be more exciting than just a bunch of Shinshos appearing from the ground like BHTS shows his "ulti"....and will he's eyes grow bigger?? I mean, he opens his eyes every time he uses shikai, and now that its bankai, would it be bigger still??jkjk...so, i guess im hoping he's not hollowfied....
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Naruto - First things first...Tsunade "eyeing" Tonton is kinda hilarious, reminds me of School Rumble where Napoleon gt eyed by the students...Naruto digging into worms is just...i gt stomachache laughing at that...and now, Edo Tensei....its just weird...i mean, Shodai and Nidai wore their own clothes right? What happened to these guys'?? So I guess Nidai created the jutsu...and to think I tot Kakuzu and Itachi were Orochimaru(s)...until I saw the threads and the necklace...Deidara is of course instantly recognisable, so is Nagato, duh, he WAS a living corpse...and then Sasori took me a while to figure out...I hope, I really hope, this doesnt end up like some other anime whr the dead juz comes back to life and fight, then dies, then comes back again...or Kakashi pulling a Shiki Fujin...fingercrossed...
One Piece - So Luffy got away, Buggy gets more famous and Shanks stops the war...nothing much I guess...pretty much predictable after Luffy got away in Law's submarine...I wonder where Kaidou ended up....hopefully not dead, Im hoping he appears as a new Sichibukai...and one of the harder "boss" Luffy has to fight...I guess Luffy hasnt quite reach the par of a "good" pirate...since Shanks refuses to see him...and Hancock...brilliant...find Luffy and while doing that take a marine ship with you, and a coupla of marines...
Bleach - Wat did I say??The potentially humorous part appeared, in the form of Ichigo and his dad wrestling...i wonder why Aizen did juz take the opportunity and use a Hado on them...=.= watever...and Im very, very excited to see Gin's bankai...admittedly his shikai's ability is a bit like Zabimaru's, but i hope the bankai will be more exciting than just a bunch of Shinshos appearing from the ground like BHTS shows his "ulti"....and will he's eyes grow bigger?? I mean, he opens his eyes every time he uses shikai, and now that its bankai, would it be bigger still??jkjk...so, i guess im hoping he's not hollowfied....
'Naruto - First things first...Tsunade "eyeing" Tonton is kinda hilarious, reminds me of School Rumble where Napoleon gt eyed by the students...Naruto digging into worms is just...i gt stomachache laughing at that...and now, Edo Tensei....its just weird...i mean, Shodai and Nidai wore their own clothes right? What happened to these guys'?? So I guess Nidai created the jutsu...and to think I tot Kakuzu and Itachi were Orochimaru(s)...until I saw the threads and the necklace...Deidara is of course instantly recognisable, so is Nagato, duh, he WAS a living corpse...and then Sasori took me a while to figure out...I hope, I really hope, this doesnt end up like some other anime whr the dead juz comes back to life and fight, then dies, then comes back again...or Kakashi pulling a Shiki Fujin...fingercrossed...
One Piece - So Luffy got away, Buggy gets more famous and Shanks stops the war...nothing much I guess...pretty much predictable after Luffy got away in Law's submarine...I wonder where Kaidou ended up....hopefully not dead, Im hoping he appears as a new Sichibukai...and one of the harder "boss" Luffy has to fight...I guess Luffy hasnt quite reach the par of a "good" pirate...since Shanks refuses to see him...and Hancock...brilliant...find Luffy and while doing that take a marine ship with you, and a coupla of marines...
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Isshin Appears....YIPEE!!!!
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I TOLD YOU SO...is wat I would have said if it werent for the fact that lately I havent been blogging much...yeap, I predict Isshin would appear in this battle and I was right...haha...too bad I didnt make an "official" prediction..zzz
Though I was debating whether Isshin or Urahara would arrive first or whether they would arrive, but I thought it was high time Isshin made an appearance, since he killed the Grand Fisher. And lo, and behold, he appears...Im a genius, I can tell wat Kubo is thinking...I just have a sneaky feeling that Isshin is somehow related to the Captain Commander position, though I doubt he was the previous CC, since Yamamoto was in the post for 1000 years...so then, I think he may have been the 1st Sqd Lt, or Vice CC, if there was one, or the next CC...and i think he's older than Kyoraku and Ukitake or at least more powerful...I mean, for Aizen to take interest in Ichigo just because he was Isshin's son is something to be pondered...
And look at poor Ichigo's face, somehow, i thinking something comical can potentially appear the the beginning of the next chapter...POTENTIALLY, but it would spoil the mood of the past several chapters...so I'll let Kubo decide on that one...HAHA
I TOLD YOU SO...is wat I would have said if it werent for the fact that lately I havent been blogging much...yeap, I predict Isshin would appear in this battle and I was right...haha...too bad I didnt make an "official" prediction..zzz
Though I was debating whether Isshin or Urahara would arrive first or whether they would arrive, but I thought it was high time Isshin made an appearance, since he killed the Grand Fisher. And lo, and behold, he appears...Im a genius, I can tell wat Kubo is thinking...I just have a sneaky feeling that Isshin is somehow related to the Captain Commander position, though I doubt he was the previous CC, since Yamamoto was in the post for 1000 years...so then, I think he may have been the 1st Sqd Lt, or Vice CC, if there was one, or the next CC...and i think he's older than Kyoraku and Ukitake or at least more powerful...I mean, for Aizen to take interest in Ichigo just because he was Isshin's son is something to be pondered...
And look at poor Ichigo's face, somehow, i thinking something comical can potentially appear the the beginning of the next chapter...POTENTIALLY, but it would spoil the mood of the past several chapters...so I'll let Kubo decide on that one...HAHA
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Life In Uni
For some reasons I dont know myself, Uni life is actually less stressful than the last 3 months...at least for now, with assignments, coursework and projects coming soon, stress is bound to come one way or another, but not the kind of miserable stress Ive been suffering for the last 3 months...
So I've enrolled, and is taking 5 subjects this sem, with Programming and Innovation being my "worst fears"...Programming mainly becoz i know nothing about it...Zilch...aside from wat i gather from novice mapmaking.... Innovation is because Im not tat creative...its true Im right brained (based on the test I took today), and is a virtual learner, but when it comes to creating things without a base or an inspiration from, i just cant force myself to be creative, things just come along...
Well, its just the first week and lesson has barely started, so I cant really say this subject is hard or tat subject is a piece of cake, but I dare say that i think Im going to sit comfortably through ECS classes...afterall, I did get A1 in my cambridge marked english...
Talking about SPM results, mine is a bit disappointing, but not unexpected, I had problems with the subjects I gt B in since Day 1, and never really put much effort into it, the only subject that struck me out was BK, I was sure Im going to score at least an A-...Bm is meh...cant really improve on tat subject, Chem and Bio are to be expected, Chem due to the teachers, I loathed them, and Bio due to the immense amount of facts tat needed to be memorized...I was kinda shocked I gt A+ in Add Maths...ADD MATHS!!!! I was aiming for an A-, since I knew the marking scheme was lenient....I just hope tat my 3 B+, are not 1 mark away from A-, else, Im gonna shout till my lungs burst...
Tat aside, Financial Issue is also a problem for me, something I really, really never expected, so I must force myself to get All HDs in all my subject, tat and apply for other scholarships and most prob Yayasan Loan...other than tat, I really do not know what Im gonna do if I fail even 1 subject...and increase in fees is nothing I CAN handle...so I must first and foremost make sure I do not fail, and then think about getting HDs...
So I've enrolled, and is taking 5 subjects this sem, with Programming and Innovation being my "worst fears"...Programming mainly becoz i know nothing about it...Zilch...aside from wat i gather from novice mapmaking.... Innovation is because Im not tat creative...its true Im right brained (based on the test I took today), and is a virtual learner, but when it comes to creating things without a base or an inspiration from, i just cant force myself to be creative, things just come along...
Well, its just the first week and lesson has barely started, so I cant really say this subject is hard or tat subject is a piece of cake, but I dare say that i think Im going to sit comfortably through ECS classes...afterall, I did get A1 in my cambridge marked english...
Talking about SPM results, mine is a bit disappointing, but not unexpected, I had problems with the subjects I gt B in since Day 1, and never really put much effort into it, the only subject that struck me out was BK, I was sure Im going to score at least an A-...Bm is meh...cant really improve on tat subject, Chem and Bio are to be expected, Chem due to the teachers, I loathed them, and Bio due to the immense amount of facts tat needed to be memorized...I was kinda shocked I gt A+ in Add Maths...ADD MATHS!!!! I was aiming for an A-, since I knew the marking scheme was lenient....I just hope tat my 3 B+, are not 1 mark away from A-, else, Im gonna shout till my lungs burst...
Tat aside, Financial Issue is also a problem for me, something I really, really never expected, so I must force myself to get All HDs in all my subject, tat and apply for other scholarships and most prob Yayasan Loan...other than tat, I really do not know what Im gonna do if I fail even 1 subject...and increase in fees is nothing I CAN handle...so I must first and foremost make sure I do not fail, and then think about getting HDs...
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Looking Back, Looking Forward
Looking back, I shouldnt have quit my job so soon, I mean, its been a week, and Ive done absolutely nothing that has something to do with my future, its been pretty useless staying at home, and Ive realized that Ive been using this blog to vent some of my frustration...lol...looking back, its been all of my negative thoughts....so from today onwards, Im going to include some happier posts...lol...
About my future, Ive been giving it a lot of thoughts, from my future college/uni, to my courses...it would seem that Swinburne is giving my parents a hard time in terms of funding, since they also implemented a parking fee of RM50 per month, or was it per sem?? Argh... And INTI is something my sis and the majority of my friends recommends me to not consider at all... So where oh where can I go now??? O where, o where can I go?? Lalalalalala
I just broke my promise on "happier post", but I'll be sure to remember it next time, so to end this,
Adios....
About my future, Ive been giving it a lot of thoughts, from my future college/uni, to my courses...it would seem that Swinburne is giving my parents a hard time in terms of funding, since they also implemented a parking fee of RM50 per month, or was it per sem?? Argh... And INTI is something my sis and the majority of my friends recommends me to not consider at all... So where oh where can I go now??? O where, o where can I go?? Lalalalalala
I just broke my promise on "happier post", but I'll be sure to remember it next time, so to end this,
Adios....
Sunday, February 28, 2010
bored, boRED, BORED
Now that Im not working, Ive been having too much time in my hand, which is either spend downloading, or watching animes...so much so that I my anime list has increased quite significantly... Im kinda sick of myself for watching so many anime, somehow... haiz... maybe I should go out with friends more or something, but now that my car is being sent to the workshop, I have no mode of transportation, which leaves me nothing to do at all...
so that said, lets do a review on my new year resolutions...
1.) Finish working in March, start my Foundation in Swinburne...prob... (DONE)
2.) Work on novel, manga, map(though my world edit crashed...) (UNTOUCHED)
3.) Slim down (tough one....) (Weight went down due to work, but I think its coming back soon enough)
4.) Learn breakdance whilst building up some muscles...(FORGET IT)
5.) Master at least 3 instruments, possibly guitar, piano and maybe drum?? (WHAT WAS I THINKING?)
6.) Hmmm...what else?? Guess that's all...(DONE)
so that said, lets do a review on my new year resolutions...
1.) Finish working in March, start my Foundation in Swinburne...prob... (DONE)
2.) Work on novel, manga, map(though my world edit crashed...) (UNTOUCHED)
3.) Slim down (tough one....) (Weight went down due to work, but I think its coming back soon enough)
4.) Learn breakdance whilst building up some muscles...(FORGET IT)
5.) Master at least 3 instruments, possibly guitar, piano and maybe drum?? (WHAT WAS I THINKING?)
6.) Hmmm...what else?? Guess that's all...(DONE)
Sarabata....Workplace....
I guess I should do some sort of post in memory of the place I called my "office" for two months...
But I dont really know where to begin...and since I dont really have any photos, I cant really think of anything to write...perhaps Chris was right, I should I wrote something sooner...so anyway, here goes nothing...
I guess I should start with how I felt at first...First day of work was not bad, I was impress that they actually had something such as washing hands EVERY HOUR, and their hand washing methods include all the way to the elbow, so I was like WOW, nice, very clean and hygienic...end up they dont really follow it, the ticks are just for show in case the Big Boss comes to check...
Work was ridiculously hard, I remember always complaining to myself, overworked, under paid, under staffed...I soon got sick of cleaning up after costumers, especially when I got scolded because I swept the floor while they were eating...TWICE!!! Sheesh, they really expect too much... There are actually times I run quickly, ignoring costumer's request because I was too damn sick and tired...
But after a week or two, I started getting used to it, and since our working hours also increased, I began to work with Jimmy more and more, and it was kinda good, especially since the school holidays was over and the place began to feel very boring....And it was also good to have someone with you to laugh with at the trainings...
Colleagues are nice, but are constantly changing, with new people coming in and older people going out, I wonder how the people who worked 3-5 years endure seeing faces for only a month or two?? Managers are nice, especially the newer ones, too bad Jimmy didnt really get to work under them, but they are really well experienced in life matters....
One thing really struck me in the gut though, one colleague was saying how he regretted not seriously studying when preparing for SPM, and he ended with a few credits, and how he only needed one more to get into U...and now he's stuck working a low paying job while looking for other options...
It really got me thinking, if I wasnt how I am now, not a good student, doing badly in exams, and failing my SPM, how would my life be?? Would I be stuck doing this kinda jobs forever?? The pay is hardly enough to pay for my family's utility bills...not to mention food and stuff...
Haiz...
PS: Anyway, Shaz, correct my title if Im wrong....thank you...
But I dont really know where to begin...and since I dont really have any photos, I cant really think of anything to write...perhaps Chris was right, I should I wrote something sooner...so anyway, here goes nothing...
I guess I should start with how I felt at first...First day of work was not bad, I was impress that they actually had something such as washing hands EVERY HOUR, and their hand washing methods include all the way to the elbow, so I was like WOW, nice, very clean and hygienic...end up they dont really follow it, the ticks are just for show in case the Big Boss comes to check...
Work was ridiculously hard, I remember always complaining to myself, overworked, under paid, under staffed...I soon got sick of cleaning up after costumers, especially when I got scolded because I swept the floor while they were eating...TWICE!!! Sheesh, they really expect too much... There are actually times I run quickly, ignoring costumer's request because I was too damn sick and tired...
But after a week or two, I started getting used to it, and since our working hours also increased, I began to work with Jimmy more and more, and it was kinda good, especially since the school holidays was over and the place began to feel very boring....And it was also good to have someone with you to laugh with at the trainings...
Colleagues are nice, but are constantly changing, with new people coming in and older people going out, I wonder how the people who worked 3-5 years endure seeing faces for only a month or two?? Managers are nice, especially the newer ones, too bad Jimmy didnt really get to work under them, but they are really well experienced in life matters....
One thing really struck me in the gut though, one colleague was saying how he regretted not seriously studying when preparing for SPM, and he ended with a few credits, and how he only needed one more to get into U...and now he's stuck working a low paying job while looking for other options...
It really got me thinking, if I wasnt how I am now, not a good student, doing badly in exams, and failing my SPM, how would my life be?? Would I be stuck doing this kinda jobs forever?? The pay is hardly enough to pay for my family's utility bills...not to mention food and stuff...
Haiz...
PS: Anyway, Shaz, correct my title if Im wrong....thank you...
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Manga...
Its been a long time since I've posted something about mangas, but I think this week's, or should I say last week's manga deserved a post....
First off, Bleach...
Luffy reacting to Ace's Death
Ace's "death face"
First off, Bleach...
Hitsugaya reacting after realising he injured Hinamori
Its a real sad chapter...really, we find out that all this time, the Aizen they had been hitting and slashing at is actually Hinamori, or was it only the one Hitsugaya pierced through?? watever, the point is, Aizen has released Kyouka Suigetsu, and the victorious pierce that Hitsugaya gave to was to Hinamori, not Aizen...just look at his face...its damn sad...
Next up, One Piece
Next up, One Piece
Luffy reacting to Ace's Death
Ace's "death face"
Yet another sad chapter...Ace takes a blow from Akainu and ends up dead, there goes Luffy's effort to save Ace...just when they were minutes from escaping Marineford too...I guess Akainu's gonna pay for it sooner or later, especially with Marko, or was it Marco?? forgot the name....fighting him....and Whitebeard too...not to mention Luffy and his haki...
Last off, Naruto...
Nothing special compared to the other two, but I guess Sasuke's eyes' light dying and him wanting to kill Karin is something special, not to mention Sakura's odd decision...
And I was just thinking that maybe this week's manga would be good, since its Valentine's Day afterall...shucks...
Last off, Naruto...
Nothing special compared to the other two, but I guess Sasuke's eyes' light dying and him wanting to kill Karin is something special, not to mention Sakura's odd decision...
And I was just thinking that maybe this week's manga would be good, since its Valentine's Day afterall...shucks...
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Birthday x3
Yup, we celebrated 3 birthdays yesterday...my niece's, her mother's and her great grandmother's...not bad eh?? my niece and her mother have the same birthdays, and my grandmother's birthday is on CNY eve...and for those who cant put two and two together, my grandmother is my niece's great grandmother....
We celebrated it at Sarawak Club, and guess who I met?? The Lee brothers...Sheng Wey and Sheng Yew...too bad they didnt serve us...they were serving another room...there was WAY, WAY too much food...8 dishes if I remembered correctly...and the thing is, Swak Club serves the food at a slower pace then most other restaurants, so we would finish one dish before the other would arrive...at took us about 2 hours to eat...2 LONG hours...
Haiz...when Im back I felt sleepy and slept early, thinking that the Course was in the morning...then, lo and behold, its in the noon, and now Im too lazy to try and sleep...
We celebrated it at Sarawak Club, and guess who I met?? The Lee brothers...Sheng Wey and Sheng Yew...too bad they didnt serve us...they were serving another room...there was WAY, WAY too much food...8 dishes if I remembered correctly...and the thing is, Swak Club serves the food at a slower pace then most other restaurants, so we would finish one dish before the other would arrive...at took us about 2 hours to eat...2 LONG hours...
Haiz...when Im back I felt sleepy and slept early, thinking that the Course was in the morning...then, lo and behold, its in the noon, and now Im too lazy to try and sleep...
Monday, February 8, 2010
Shaved...
Yup, I shaved for the first time today...
I shaved, my legs, my head, my crotch, my underarms, my entire body is hairless...
As if...
I just decided to shave the hair on the part above my upper lip...I wouldnt go as far as calling it mustache, but, meh....watever...
I shaved, my legs, my head, my crotch, my underarms, my entire body is hairless...
As if...
I just decided to shave the hair on the part above my upper lip...I wouldnt go as far as calling it mustache, but, meh....watever...
Accident Happens...
WHY ME!!!! Was perhaps the first thing that came to mind after a bike crash into my car...my beloved car...ARGH!!!!
Well, that's right, I got into another accident, within 2 MONTHS...this time, I did NOTHING...yup, I was just an innocent BYSTANDER, waiting for my turn to get out of the T-junction, when a white car...a Hyundai, i think, or was is Honda??, crashed into a bike...and bam, the bike crash into my car....SOUNDS FAMILIAR, ALPHIANS 08/09??? Thats because the same thing happened to our moral teacher...ARGH!!!!
Then, the biker, bleeding from his front teeth, elbow, and knees, just left...he said something about "trying" to start his bike, then muttered something about "Mak Marah"...then left...my dad caught him in the bike repair shop nearby...(not a smart guy)...but dad let him go anyway, coz he wrote him off as "unable to pay, so no point trying to ask him pay"....
The white car lady said she kesian him, and decided to claim insurance...but insurance cant be claim without police report...so I dont know if she did lodge a report or not, but Im hoping she doesnt, or if she does, she lodges the correct sequence of event, if not, my license might be at stake....
Thank God I waited to check if the white car was turning, if not, I think the biker would be mincemeat....He would have gotten under my wheels....*phew*....
So anyway, I was thinking if I didnt do the following stuff, I prob wouldnt get involved in the accident...
1.) Wait 5 minutes to punch card so that it would read 1800...
2.) Buy popiah skin for my sis...
3.) Take the "back" road
4.) Overtake the Hilux on the way back...
5.) Go to bank with the manager
But then again, I did it, so it happen, what to do?? Its fate...
Well, that's right, I got into another accident, within 2 MONTHS...this time, I did NOTHING...yup, I was just an innocent BYSTANDER, waiting for my turn to get out of the T-junction, when a white car...a Hyundai, i think, or was is Honda??, crashed into a bike...and bam, the bike crash into my car....SOUNDS FAMILIAR, ALPHIANS 08/09??? Thats because the same thing happened to our moral teacher...ARGH!!!!
Then, the biker, bleeding from his front teeth, elbow, and knees, just left...he said something about "trying" to start his bike, then muttered something about "Mak Marah"...then left...my dad caught him in the bike repair shop nearby...(not a smart guy)...but dad let him go anyway, coz he wrote him off as "unable to pay, so no point trying to ask him pay"....
The white car lady said she kesian him, and decided to claim insurance...but insurance cant be claim without police report...so I dont know if she did lodge a report or not, but Im hoping she doesnt, or if she does, she lodges the correct sequence of event, if not, my license might be at stake....
Thank God I waited to check if the white car was turning, if not, I think the biker would be mincemeat....He would have gotten under my wheels....*phew*....
So anyway, I was thinking if I didnt do the following stuff, I prob wouldnt get involved in the accident...
1.) Wait 5 minutes to punch card so that it would read 1800...
2.) Buy popiah skin for my sis...
3.) Take the "back" road
4.) Overtake the Hilux on the way back...
5.) Go to bank with the manager
But then again, I did it, so it happen, what to do?? Its fate...
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
God Answers Requests Too.....
Ah well, didnt think I would get the opportunity to post this quickly....
So anyway, I was thinking of how good it would be for the Course today to be canceled, I somehow know that the new manager would be one be let you have the rest of the day off if the Course was canceled....and I was telling my mom how good it would be...
then, LO AND BEHOLD....(lol)
it was canceled...and I have the rest of the day off...though now I dont get paid to sleep through the course...but I should be able to do it next week....WAKAKAKAKAKAKA.....
So anyway, I was thinking of how good it would be for the Course today to be canceled, I somehow know that the new manager would be one be let you have the rest of the day off if the Course was canceled....and I was telling my mom how good it would be...
then, LO AND BEHOLD....(lol)
it was canceled...and I have the rest of the day off...though now I dont get paid to sleep through the course...but I should be able to do it next week....WAKAKAKAKAKAKA.....
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Last Post of the Month
Seeing as its the last day of the month and there's scarcely any post, I decided to do a post...
At first I thought to do one post about a song we sang in church yesterday, I think its the Generation Band song, and I had a hard time looking for it, since they are afterall based in Singapore and is just a normal church band...I think...so I failed in looking for it...
So anyway, next month will probably be the same, few posts...but I hope in March, the number of posts will increase...since I wont be working any more...til next time, chiao....
At first I thought to do one post about a song we sang in church yesterday, I think its the Generation Band song, and I had a hard time looking for it, since they are afterall based in Singapore and is just a normal church band...I think...so I failed in looking for it...
So anyway, next month will probably be the same, few posts...but I hope in March, the number of posts will increase...since I wont be working any more...til next time, chiao....
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Life Sucks...thus far....
Im beginning to feel like my life is terribly messed up...very, very messed up in fact...
To begin with, sometimes I feel that I could spend me entire life watching anime and reading manga, pursuing my "otaku" interest, sans cosplaying... Other times, I just cant finish an episode of anime or a chapter of manga, feeling lethargic and just wanting to laze around...
It would seemed that I have lost sight of my goals...I have done nothing since SPM to pursue the goals I set for myself...NOTHING...*sighs*...I wonder if I can even motivate myself enough to do it...
At times, I would feel like I can sleep the entire day, but sometimes, I think its a waste to sleep more than 8 hours a day...I think that time can be used to do something "special", but I just do know what to do...
Working makes it worst, the time I spend working feels like time that is wasted...sure, sure, there's the pay and all, but I wonder if I can go through it afterall...now with Jim gone, its gonna be plain boring, Im wondering if I should take a longer holiday during CNY, but Im also worried that I wouldnt be able to pay for me guitar...*sigh*, shouldnt have got it...now Im stuck working for another month...
Sometimes, Im looking forward to college, sometimes, I fear it...for reasons unknown, maybe because it symbolises something big, a huge step into adulthood as you leave your friends behind to make out, a venture out to the unknown, laying the cornerstone for the rest of your life...speaking of friends, Im beginning to wonder the real meaning of friendship....that thought alone deserve a whole post by itself...
I do know why I feel so vulnerable now, so useless, so unloved...but I should remember this feelings and learn from them since I would probably experience the same thing when I finish college...
For now, I living a life of an empty husk, no thoughts for the future, just struggling for the next day so that a next day can come...I feel like a zombie...aimless and lethargic, the only passion I have left, is my guitar and my "otaku" interests....that is all that is keeping me "alive"....*sigh*
For one more month, this is the life Im gonna have to live through, and to be honest, I would rather not think about it...its times like this that I wish we can control our life with a fast-forward button....
Look at how much I've rambled...feels better now....somethings are better spoken out loud, even if not literally....
To begin with, sometimes I feel that I could spend me entire life watching anime and reading manga, pursuing my "otaku" interest, sans cosplaying... Other times, I just cant finish an episode of anime or a chapter of manga, feeling lethargic and just wanting to laze around...
It would seemed that I have lost sight of my goals...I have done nothing since SPM to pursue the goals I set for myself...NOTHING...*sighs*...I wonder if I can even motivate myself enough to do it...
At times, I would feel like I can sleep the entire day, but sometimes, I think its a waste to sleep more than 8 hours a day...I think that time can be used to do something "special", but I just do know what to do...
Working makes it worst, the time I spend working feels like time that is wasted...sure, sure, there's the pay and all, but I wonder if I can go through it afterall...now with Jim gone, its gonna be plain boring, Im wondering if I should take a longer holiday during CNY, but Im also worried that I wouldnt be able to pay for me guitar...*sigh*, shouldnt have got it...now Im stuck working for another month...
Sometimes, Im looking forward to college, sometimes, I fear it...for reasons unknown, maybe because it symbolises something big, a huge step into adulthood as you leave your friends behind to make out, a venture out to the unknown, laying the cornerstone for the rest of your life...speaking of friends, Im beginning to wonder the real meaning of friendship....that thought alone deserve a whole post by itself...
I do know why I feel so vulnerable now, so useless, so unloved...but I should remember this feelings and learn from them since I would probably experience the same thing when I finish college...
For now, I living a life of an empty husk, no thoughts for the future, just struggling for the next day so that a next day can come...I feel like a zombie...aimless and lethargic, the only passion I have left, is my guitar and my "otaku" interests....that is all that is keeping me "alive"....*sigh*
For one more month, this is the life Im gonna have to live through, and to be honest, I would rather not think about it...its times like this that I wish we can control our life with a fast-forward button....
Look at how much I've rambled...feels better now....somethings are better spoken out loud, even if not literally....
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Birthday Review...
So yesterday was my bday, so I decided to blog about the entire day...nothing much really...
1.) Got up really, really early to go to WORK!!!
2.) Got really, really TIRED, since I slept very LATE, last night, er that morning....
3.) Watched in ENVY as someone celebrated their bday at my workplace...(jkjk X3)
4.) Washed their plates and silverware, which were loaded with sticky chocolate cake....
5.) Kelly came to my workplace to give me a cake...my colleague asked "Ur sister ar?", I replied "No lar, friend", they replied "Oh..'frieeend'"....then everybody wished me happy bday, shaked hands and etc...
6.) Received a few SMS from frens and even a church member...though I could count it with my digits...
7.) Jimmy "chia" me a custard pie...lawl...
8.) Got myself an gitar caren....
9.) Received t-shirts from my sis, watch from another sis, and the usual angpau from my grandparents....my parents gift was given 6 months earlier...yup, it was my Viva...
10.) Lots of greetings on facebook...even some from ppl I dont know...
1.) Got up really, really early to go to WORK!!!
2.) Got really, really TIRED, since I slept very LATE, last night, er that morning....
3.) Watched in ENVY as someone celebrated their bday at my workplace...(jkjk X3)
4.) Washed their plates and silverware, which were loaded with sticky chocolate cake....
5.) Kelly came to my workplace to give me a cake...my colleague asked "Ur sister ar?", I replied "No lar, friend", they replied "Oh..'frieeend'"....then everybody wished me happy bday, shaked hands and etc...
6.) Received a few SMS from frens and even a church member...though I could count it with my digits...
7.) Jimmy "chia" me a custard pie...lawl...
8.) Got myself an gitar caren....
9.) Received t-shirts from my sis, watch from another sis, and the usual angpau from my grandparents....my parents gift was given 6 months earlier...yup, it was my Viva...
10.) Lots of greetings on facebook...even some from ppl I dont know...
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Its That Week Again....
Oh well, its that week again...
Yup its my bday week!!! Yippee, hooray, yahoo...watever...
Im not really into it this year...you were born on that day, so?? why make such a big fuss every year?? Yea, its a good time to spend with friends, but you can do it any other day right? Its just an excuse to get together...not that that's bad....
oh well...been thinking too much again...
anyways, happy bday to Rachel, Jane and Gabriel too....*big applause*.....
so for starters, this year I get to...drink alcohol...watch 18PL, 18SX, and 18watever movies, I get to play ecchi games (like Konata from Lucky Star...jkjk)...and get into college..yipee....oh yeah, I haveta get a new IC this year...oh well....
Yup its my bday week!!! Yippee, hooray, yahoo...watever...
Im not really into it this year...you were born on that day, so?? why make such a big fuss every year?? Yea, its a good time to spend with friends, but you can do it any other day right? Its just an excuse to get together...not that that's bad....
oh well...been thinking too much again...
anyways, happy bday to Rachel, Jane and Gabriel too....*big applause*.....
so for starters, this year I get to...drink alcohol...watch 18PL, 18SX, and 18watever movies, I get to play ecchi games (like Konata from Lucky Star...jkjk)...and get into college..yipee....oh yeah, I haveta get a new IC this year...oh well....
The Return of the Kings....
Well, we're not talking about the Lord of the Rings here, just about a message, sermon if you would, that I heard last Saturday at EBC...
That night was fun, really, an exhilarating worship time, especially since the sound barrier was mysteriously missing, if that thing is called sound barrier...i mean isnt sound barrier the speed of which sound travels??
It was pretty full that day due to the appearance of a guest speaker from NATIONStrategy, and man, do I like the way he preaches or what...he started off with "Who let the dogs out" and some barking, and then went on the talk about Marketplace Pastors, or as he says the Bible puts it, Kings...He is saying that our church is the city...and when the city prospers, so does the church, and we are the ones who would make it happen...Since the days of the Reformation, pastors(priests) have been trying to enforce a mindset that working is unholy, and then they try to make church-goers(kings) into priests, like trying to turn a dog into a cat, as he puts it "In Jesus name, dog, you are a cat!"....And he also states that this a the time that the Kings return as the intermediator between Pastors and the Community, so that it will be a time of great harvest...
Theres also a bunch of other stuff he said that I cant recall, but, how should I put it?? He's a dynamic speaker...
That night was fun, really, an exhilarating worship time, especially since the sound barrier was mysteriously missing, if that thing is called sound barrier...i mean isnt sound barrier the speed of which sound travels??
It was pretty full that day due to the appearance of a guest speaker from NATIONStrategy, and man, do I like the way he preaches or what...he started off with "Who let the dogs out" and some barking, and then went on the talk about Marketplace Pastors, or as he says the Bible puts it, Kings...He is saying that our church is the city...and when the city prospers, so does the church, and we are the ones who would make it happen...Since the days of the Reformation, pastors(priests) have been trying to enforce a mindset that working is unholy, and then they try to make church-goers(kings) into priests, like trying to turn a dog into a cat, as he puts it "In Jesus name, dog, you are a cat!"....And he also states that this a the time that the Kings return as the intermediator between Pastors and the Community, so that it will be a time of great harvest...
Theres also a bunch of other stuff he said that I cant recall, but, how should I put it?? He's a dynamic speaker...
Friday, January 8, 2010
God Sent....
Its been a hectic day today...busy busy cause we are unofficial the "school canteen"...that and the absence of rain...so anyway, today Emma and Rebekah came by to have a meal, they ordered C****y meal and was playing around with the toy car...anyway, I joking ask them for tips and was offered BBQ sauce and mayo in return...
Here's the kick...
That very night...or rather tonight, some guy...a black guy (or however you call them so they dont feel offended) gave me tips...to have good results in SPM....jkjk, X3...
he actually gave me money worth 4 hours of work...god sent......goes to show not all of them are like the 3 idiots on my post EXACTLY one week ago...
but now Im kinda troubled...should I share the money, use it, or just give it away...haiz....dilemma...not a very good thing, since Im not a decision maker....
Here's the kick...
That very night...or rather tonight, some guy...a black guy (or however you call them so they dont feel offended) gave me tips...to have good results in SPM....jkjk, X3...
he actually gave me money worth 4 hours of work...god sent......goes to show not all of them are like the 3 idiots on my post EXACTLY one week ago...
but now Im kinda troubled...should I share the money, use it, or just give it away...haiz....dilemma...not a very good thing, since Im not a decision maker....
Monday, January 4, 2010
God Does Answer Prayers....
God Does Answer Prayers....once in a while, doesnt he??
Here's why...
1.) I was worried sick about the punch card machine because it skipped a day...e.g if today is the 5th, it punches the time on the 6th...and since Im having training at HQ, if the HQ machine is accurate, it would overlap my time....and then, lo and behold, they changed my off day to the day before training....
2.) I was worried and tired, since I was suppose to work until 9 tonight, and start at 8 tomorrow, and its a full 9 hours...I thought my legs werent going to be able to handle it, I was praying for perseverance and endurance so that I would be able to enjoy my life and not follow the routine of work, sleep, work, sleep.... and then lo and behold, my manager asked me to go back early, since by chance there was too much workers on duty...
AMEN.....
Here's why...
1.) I was worried sick about the punch card machine because it skipped a day...e.g if today is the 5th, it punches the time on the 6th...and since Im having training at HQ, if the HQ machine is accurate, it would overlap my time....and then, lo and behold, they changed my off day to the day before training....
2.) I was worried and tired, since I was suppose to work until 9 tonight, and start at 8 tomorrow, and its a full 9 hours...I thought my legs werent going to be able to handle it, I was praying for perseverance and endurance so that I would be able to enjoy my life and not follow the routine of work, sleep, work, sleep.... and then lo and behold, my manager asked me to go back early, since by chance there was too much workers on duty...
AMEN.....
Friday, January 1, 2010
New Year, New Resolutions....
Its New Year...2010, so I guess its time for New Resolutions...
so....*drum rolls* this year I aspire to be an aspiring overachiever....lol...
Lets see....
1.) Finish working in March, start my Foundation in Swinburne...prob...
2.) Work on novel, manga, map(though my world edit crashed...)
3.) Slim down (tough one....)
4.) Learn breakdance whilst building up some muscles...
5.) Master at least 3 instruments, possibly guitar, piano and maybe drum??
6.) Hmmm...what else?? Guess that's all...
so....*drum rolls* this year I aspire to be an aspiring overachiever....lol...
Lets see....
1.) Finish working in March, start my Foundation in Swinburne...prob...
2.) Work on novel, manga, map(though my world edit crashed...)
3.) Slim down (tough one....)
4.) Learn breakdance whilst building up some muscles...
5.) Master at least 3 instruments, possibly guitar, piano and maybe drum??
6.) Hmmm...what else?? Guess that's all...
Damn F'ing Niggas....
Shit, Fuck, Damn...I hate those 3 damned F niggas....
No offense to Black people in general, but this 3 really got on my nerves...wanna noe why??
1.) Didnt explain properly what they wanted...why the hell didnt they order the coleslaw themselves in the first place?? And to think they call it salad...there's vegetable salad as well...
2.) Fine..I get that they wanted coleslaw...but the way they phrased it sounds like they already ordered and still havent gt it, I mean it is a SELF SERVICED restaurant...
3.) So I went and asked and came back again..and they told me they wanted to order, not ask for it...so I went back and told the cashier...the cashier asked me if they wanted Large or Reg...
4.) I went back to ask them, and they F'ing scolded me...shit you, do it yourself next time...so I decided they needed reg...went back down, helped them buy, went back..
5.) Told them it was RMx.xx EACH...he paid RMx.xx for all, and I repeated EACH, and he threatened to SACK me...who the hell does he think he is?? The founder's heir...I doubt his surname starts with an S....and to think I thought he said he wanted to SUCK me...shit....
6.) So he paid 6, and went down, and because of taxes, he owed a few cents, went back up, asked for it, paid the cashier and went back with 5 cents, and he didnt even take it home...F'ing nigger, and his gal...his fren was ok though...so I think it was 2 F'ing Niggas....
No offense to Black people in general, but this 3 really got on my nerves...wanna noe why??
1.) Didnt explain properly what they wanted...why the hell didnt they order the coleslaw themselves in the first place?? And to think they call it salad...there's vegetable salad as well...
2.) Fine..I get that they wanted coleslaw...but the way they phrased it sounds like they already ordered and still havent gt it, I mean it is a SELF SERVICED restaurant...
3.) So I went and asked and came back again..and they told me they wanted to order, not ask for it...so I went back and told the cashier...the cashier asked me if they wanted Large or Reg...
4.) I went back to ask them, and they F'ing scolded me...shit you, do it yourself next time...so I decided they needed reg...went back down, helped them buy, went back..
5.) Told them it was RMx.xx EACH...he paid RMx.xx for all, and I repeated EACH, and he threatened to SACK me...who the hell does he think he is?? The founder's heir...I doubt his surname starts with an S....and to think I thought he said he wanted to SUCK me...shit....
6.) So he paid 6, and went down, and because of taxes, he owed a few cents, went back up, asked for it, paid the cashier and went back with 5 cents, and he didnt even take it home...F'ing nigger, and his gal...his fren was ok though...so I think it was 2 F'ing Niggas....
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